He is not the man you actually think of

You know that he doesn’t love you, right?

He does not love you. He does not think about your eyes before bed. And he does not pick up the phone in attempt to dial your number. He doesn’t dream about your hands in his hair or the way your cheek grazes his. He doesn’t care about your mother and he never will. He doesn’t want to learn from you and he certainly doesn’t want to teach you.

He will play with you as he has and he will use you for his pleasure. He will use your body and your advice, he will use your humor when he is lonely, he will use your essence as a crutch.

He will never love you. He will not respect you. He will never be sorry for what he has done or what you’ve experienced. He will never strive to be like you and he will never be your hero.

His voice will always tower over yours. He will always have the last word.

He will never care about your needs, no matter how big or small.

He will always blame you.

So remember when you’re broken, remember when you’re tired and shattered all around the room, that he does not love you.