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A Monster Not Under My Bed But In My Heart


Humans are cold hearted, the most inhumane act you can do is not murder but emotional torture. Telling someone who loved you and wished you were there during their downfall to suck it up because you don't care anymore is torturous. You allowed another human being to spend their nights crying and in a constant downward spiral.

Mark my words, one day when it happens to you, think of me because you will realize that you are getting your just desserts. I hate you and your entire existence. I regret falling in love with someone who is as cold-hearted as you. Thank you for destroying me and undermining my mental issues. I didn't seek sympathy, i needed support but you gave up on me. I loved a monster not a human being.


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