that boholana girl

Everybody needs to be told "It's okay". It's okay that you failed your test. It's okay that you're nervous on your first day at work. It's okay that you're finding it hard to make new friends. It's okay that you didn't get promoted. It's okay that your old friends are travelling the world and you're still stuck at home. It's okay that you can't buy that pair of shoes. It's okay that you are still single. It's okay that you're hurting and haven't moved on. It's okay. You've got days and weeks and years ahead of you to make things better, to do stuff that make you happy. It might not happen as soon as you want it to, but it will. Accept the fact that good things take time and as long as you work hard for it. It's not impossible. Right now, tell yourself it's okay that you're taking time because when that moment comes, it will be worth it.

You threw her away. You threw away the girl that would do anything and everything for you. You threw away the girl that gave her all and trusted you with it. You threw away the girl that put her whole self into being there for you. You threw away the girl that shut every other person out in her life because she told herself she couldn’t trust them. You threw away the girl that sees the entire world in you. You threw away the girl that went through hell just to be with you. You threw away the girl that was willing to wait as long as it took until she could call you hers. You threw away that girl that still wanted you even when you treated her as if she was nothing. You threw away the girl that spent months hoping you two could be together eventually. You threw away the girl that stays up at night, wondering if you’re okay. You threw away the girl that continued to do so much for you even though she got nothing in return. You threw away the girl that didn’t listen to the bad things that ...

Humans are cold hearted, the most inhumane act you can do is not murder but emotional torture. Telling someone who loved you and wished you were there during their downfall to suck it up because you don't care anymore is torturous. You allowed another human being to spend their nights crying and in a constant downward spiral. Mark my words, one day when it happens to you, think of me because you will realize that you are getting your just desserts. I hate you and your entire existence. I regret falling in love with someone who is as cold-hearted as you. Thank you for destroying me and undermining my mental issues. I didn't seek sympathy, i needed support but you gave up on me. I loved a monster not a human being.

You deserve to spend time with people who make life better, a little more vibrant and less dark. You deserve to be with people who challenge your views and aid in mutual growth. You deserve to be around people who make things like going shopping a small adventure and a fun task. You deserve a friendship where there is trust that the things spoken between you will stay there, that only positive things are said about each other behind closed doors, where they look out for you and your best interests because they care. Friendships like this shouldn’t have to be rare, be picky until you find people worth giving your time to. These are the friendships that stick around. The ones where you feel unconditionally wanted and deserved, don’t settle for less.

You know that he doesn’t love you, right? He does not love you. He does not think about your eyes before bed. And he does not pick up the phone in attempt to dial your number. He doesn’t dream about your hands in his hair or the way your cheek grazes his. He doesn’t care about your mother and he never will. He doesn’t want to learn from you and he certainly doesn’t want to teach you. He will play with you as he has and he will use you for his pleasure. He will use your body and your advice, he will use your humor when he is lonely, he will use your essence as a crutch. He will never love you. He will not respect you. He will never be sorry for what he has done or what you’ve experienced. He will never strive to be like you and he will never be your hero. His voice will always tower over yours. He will always have the last word. He will never care about your needs, no matter how big or small. He will always blame you. So remember when you’re broken, remember when you’re tired and shatte...