that boholana girl

There are some people I wish I hadn't exposed myself to so completely. People with whom I wish I hadn't shared my deepest thoughts, musings, and feelings. I'm sorry I shared myself with you. Both friends and lovers. I have a feeling that the few times I have finally trusted someone, I have trusted the wrong person. It's as if the universe is saying to me, "Darling, when will you learn?" This world is full of landmines and messed-up people masquerading as your friends and lovers, and they will continue to hurt you if you don't learn how to shut up your damn heart." It's funny because I always thought you belonged to that kind of person, but in the end, you're the only one who stays, and you're the only one who survives. Photo: https://pin.it/5sItNa7

A dead male Green Sea Turtle was turned over to the office yesterday afternoon.  The green sea turtle was found by LGU Talibon fish warden. It was very weak when they found it floating in between Sag and Cataban Island. They noticed a big tumor in its head near the carapace and in its left flipper. Unfortunately, the turtle died days after it was rescued.  Personnel from CENRO Talibon and LGU Talibon brought the turtle to the old laboratory of the Office of the Provincial Veterinarian for necropsy. Dr. Frederick Medriñan discovered that the tumor was caused by Fibropapilloma Virus and it was contagious to other sea turtles. Aside from the 2 tumors found in his external body parts, he found more tumors in some major organs inside its body.  The said sea turtle was preserved in a freezer for further study that will be done by Dr. Alessandro Ponzo, Executove Director of the Large Marine Vertebrates (LAMAVE)to find out more of its death and its condition.  Fibropapilloma...

EVERY RELATIONSHIP gets boring and it will get boring after you've been together for years. It's always fun in the beginning. It's always exciting when you're getting to know each other. It's always thrilling to chase one another. Eventually, it gets hard. Eventually, it becomes difficult. Eventually, it drains you. That's when people tend to quit and go look for someone else because "the spark is gone" and they want to feel wanted and admired and loved again. But listen, that's not how it's supposed to be. No, that's not how it works. It doesn't have to be that way. Even when it does get boring, that's when you're supposed to remember why you're with that person in the first place and it's never too late to find that happiness that you both once found together because the truth is, it's always been there and it never left. Even when it feels like feelings are fading, that's when you're supposed to kno...

CHAPTER ONE: Ang buhay ni Richard at Sunshine 10 years... 10 years ko nang crush si Richard Ramirez. Ang nag-iisang Richard Ramirez. Siya ang pinakasikat na hearthrob sa telebisyon sa buong bansa. Sino ba naman ang hindi maakit sa maamo nyang mukha, tisoy, may dimples, mabait, gentleman, mapagmahal sa pamilya mahilig pang tumulong sa kapwa. Nasa kanya na yata lahat ng katangian ng isang lalaki na gusto ko. "Hoy! Anak. Tulala ka na naman. Iniisip mo na naman si Richard ano? Hay naku anak. Palala ng palala na yan ah." ani ni papa sa akin habang inaayos ang electric fan naming sira. "Papa naman! Alam mo naman na sha lang yung nagpapakilig sa akin." "Haynako anak. Kaya ka hindi nagkakaboypren eh. Lahat ng manliligaw mo ay inaayawan mo. Yang si Chris? Naku ... naku... naku naku naku. Hanggang sa pangarap mo nalang yan. Ang layo kaya ng agwat nyo sa buhay nak. Artista siya. Ikaw, ordinaryong tao lang. Nasa maynila sha, ikaw nasa probinsya sa Bisayas....

With this relationship, I understand how life can change, people can change and feelings as well. In a glimpse of time. One thing I am feeling assure about is we cannot fight fate we cannot fight to the point where you know there's nothing left to fight for - to the point you realized "no, I am not gonna be at your level - to beg for the love that I know it's no longer for me." See, how all this works may sound crazy. But for sure, you can not fight for someone who doesn't have the mutual feelings with you. That is why they say, life is a feeling process. With that, I wake up everyday. I was definitely lost, because I used to have that one person I keep running back to, one person that i ever wish to get marry to, one person who i look up to. It's gone. I take every strength I have left, to take this single step each day - to breath, you look outside the window, to eat to smoke to live normally. I'm still blessed that I am breathing, I am healthy...

I came to a point in my life where I wanted to end everything. Years ago, I suffered depression. I cant think straight. I am so problematic. I always thought that I haven't done right. That whatever I do is a failure. That I am not enough. I've got a lot of problems but right now, I cant discuss yet. One day after being so frustrated with my situation and being depressed, I sent my friend a message. "Loy, I wanna  die. I couldn't take this anymore." At that moment I really decided to take my life. Then a few seconds later, my friend replied. He said, "Hold on. Wait for me there. I'm coming. Let's go somewhere." After a few minutes, he came and asked me to get out from my room in a rented aparment in Tagbilaran City. He told me to hop in to his motorbike because we're going somewhere. Without any hesitation I followed what he instructed. So we passed the JA Clarin Street, I realized where we were about to go. So I asked him, "Are ...