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I am not a princess. I hope you won't get disappointed.

I might have scars, but please don’t be so judgmental about them, I’ll tell you when the time is right. I cry easily, don’t laugh at me and don’t be upset when I don’t tell you why. I’m quiet around people but I’ll be louder around you. I have anxiety attacks, sometimes they happen for no reason. Sometimes I take too long to get ready, I just want to look good for you. I get embarrassed easily, please don’t put me on the spot. I bruise easily, but I won’t tell you it hurts. Please please don’t force me into anything I don’t want to do, I’ll do it when I’m ready. I apologize for doing things that I shouldn’t, sometimes I couldn't control them. Some days I’ll eat too much and some days I’ll eat too little but most of the time, I'll eat too much, please don’t mention it. My body isn’t the best, please don’t be disappointed. If I talk about someone from my past, please don’t leave me like they did. If I talk about him, please don’t mind it. I’m insecure about a lot of things, please don’t point all my flaws. I write out my feelings, sometimes it’s philosophical and sometimes it’s as empty as my heart. If you want to go out, make the plans, I don’t want to bother you. I tend to have good qualities as other people say, it might of been what lured you in. If you ever need someone to listen to you, I’ll listen and I won’t say a word till you’re done. Send me random selfies, it brightens my mood sometimes. I’ll never want to take pictures of us two, it’s not you, it’s the fact that it’ll hurt to delete them when you leave. I bite my lip a lot, I’ll make it bleed too, it’s just a habit. I am not perfect, I hope you'll never get disappointed.

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