With this relationship, I understand how life can change, people can change and feelings as well. In a glimpse of time. One thing I am feeling assure about is we cannot fight fate we cannot fight to the point where you know there's nothing left to fight for - to the point you realized "no, I am not gonna be at your level - to beg for the love that I know it's no longer for me." See, how all this works may sound crazy. But for sure, you can not fight for someone who doesn't have the mutual feelings with you. That is why they say, life is a feeling process. With that, I wake up everyday. I was definitely lost, because I used to have that one person I keep running back to, one person that i ever wish to get marry to, one person who i look up to. It's gone. I take every strength I have left, to take this single step each day - to breath, you look outside the window, to eat to smoke to live normally. I'm still blessed that I am breathing, I am healthy...
Yep, that's me!